Time check : 6:30 A.M .

It’s been two years since you got out of the shitstorm that you called a relationship. You are over your ex, you found someone new who is actually good for you. There’s only one problem….You’re ex isn’t quite over you and is now starting to resemble the creepy guy/girl you see every morning at the bus stop.

The Pestering Ex had all of your attention when you were together, and they took you for granted. In their mind, they still believe that they can get you back with creepy/desperate ditch efforts. It’s easy to say something like, “you don’t know what you’ve got, until it’s gone,” or “people want what they can’t have,” but how about this for a slogan, “You pissed yourself, now get on with life.

”The Pestering Ex may initiate contact in what seems to be a non-threatening way with something like, “Hey, I hope everything is going well and your family is alright, what are you up to these days?” You should delete this message! It reads friendly, however, it means something completely different like, “You were the best thing that ever happened to me, please take me back.”

If you decide to start talking to your ex you will definitely jeopardize your existing relationship. Most adults should be comfortable with their partner both having girl and guy friends, however, a recent ex should not fly. You are not trying to make your ex happy, you are trying to make your existing partner happy, so make a logical choice when it comes to responding.

If the Pestering Ex does not continue to pursue further, then you are lucky. Usually following the seemingly harmless message comes the more desperate confession of all their flaws and how they have changed.

Time check : 4:15 A.M .

I have nightmares, I have nightmares a lot. This is why I don't like to sleep . Not dreaming was a great time for me . No nightmares . Just sleep , and only sleep .

So I haven't been getting nightmares for quite some time in fact , but after working for just 3 days , I've been having nightmares after nightmares every night !! What the fuck is wrong with my head and why do I have to go through this ?!




I'm trying not to tell anyone because they will want me to talk about them . Sometimes I wake up gasping in the night , I want a hug , I wanna cry , I wanna shout , to just do anything else . But I can't .

In this nightmare , the only scene I remember was a guy and his mom sitting outside their kampong house , whipping up some dishes with a huge wok over a mini fire stove . As I moved to take a closer look , I noticed the guys' leg was actually amputated and being replaced with a pirate hook , badly covered with "fake" flesh .

Not recalling how it happened , the wok just suddenly flipped and spilled over the guys' hooked leg and he screamed & shout ~ and let it all out ~ Laughs . & he did seem to be in huge agony . But the worst thing was  that his mom started coming after me when I don't even know why !

So this was how I decided to come to this conclusion that I was the one who flipped over the wok and injured her son . @@!! As she chased after me , there was this dark aura around her like she's some devil or demon .

Thus I kept running and running to get away from her , but no matter how fast I ran or how far I ran , she's like some super glue that I just couldn't shake off . I could even remember her cold hands on my shoulders to stop me from running !

That was when I forced myself to wake up and okay the end bye bye . LOL .

Sigh . To people who reads my blog , I hope your dreams are far more appealing than this shit I'm having . & is it just me or does the people in everyone's dreams has no face at all ?

Time check : 2:58 A.M .




Dude I really hate that .