Time check : 4:15 A.M .

I have nightmares, I have nightmares a lot. This is why I don't like to sleep . Not dreaming was a great time for me . No nightmares . Just sleep , and only sleep .

So I haven't been getting nightmares for quite some time in fact , but after working for just 3 days , I've been having nightmares after nightmares every night !! What the fuck is wrong with my head and why do I have to go through this ?!




I'm trying not to tell anyone because they will want me to talk about them . Sometimes I wake up gasping in the night , I want a hug , I wanna cry , I wanna shout , to just do anything else . But I can't .

In this nightmare , the only scene I remember was a guy and his mom sitting outside their kampong house , whipping up some dishes with a huge wok over a mini fire stove . As I moved to take a closer look , I noticed the guys' leg was actually amputated and being replaced with a pirate hook , badly covered with "fake" flesh .

Not recalling how it happened , the wok just suddenly flipped and spilled over the guys' hooked leg and he screamed & shout ~ and let it all out ~ Laughs . & he did seem to be in huge agony . But the worst thing was  that his mom started coming after me when I don't even know why !

So this was how I decided to come to this conclusion that I was the one who flipped over the wok and injured her son . @@!! As she chased after me , there was this dark aura around her like she's some devil or demon .

Thus I kept running and running to get away from her , but no matter how fast I ran or how far I ran , she's like some super glue that I just couldn't shake off . I could even remember her cold hands on my shoulders to stop me from running !

That was when I forced myself to wake up and okay the end bye bye . LOL .

Sigh . To people who reads my blog , I hope your dreams are far more appealing than this shit I'm having . & is it just me or does the people in everyone's dreams has no face at all ?