My first ever supper together with my clique.

I'm really honoured that you guys are so steady; Kevz, Loy, Darius, Mel & Edmund. Thank you guys for agree-ing to head to chomp chomp just cause I wanted to have stingray. Heh. I really appreciate it. (;

-Just a really short post to thank you all <3

Was planning to head for the beach today together with Loy , JH & Edm. But I guess the weather isn't being really nice to us. It had to rain at the most critical moment. Dayum..

Well.. We ended up at Bedok munching on food with Pikachu instead, then head for ice cream waffles @ Thomson Road with Kevz & Mel too! This was the first time he fed me. :p

Darius arrived right after we finish eating so he didn't get to eat anything at all. LOL. After slackeing for awhile at a nearby playground, they headed to AMK to play pool! I'm kinda glad that everyone is putting in effort to meet up. (: But sadly, I've gotta rush for the last bus since I stay so far so I left early with Edm. )':


We apps-ed while I was on my way home and you told me that you wanted to hug me back there, somehow deep inside me I really wish you did. LOL. Sighhh.

I was sooo glad pikachu's birthday was around the corner! ^^ That way I could see you again. :x

Still remembered when loy took a video while riding on his "pet dinosaur" @ Toys'R'us. LOL. I still laugh whenever I watch that short clip in his instagram. Haahahah.

So we had steamboat at Bugis & everyone finally got to see my appetite muahahaha! Feel like having buffet again but I really need to save money la sia T__T Finally, a group photo of most of us! & our first picture together <3



The awkwardness between us is still there, but I'm sure it'll get better. I know it (:

I miss him.

I don’t miss him because I'm head over heels for him. I miss him because I tell him everything. He knows everything about me. Secrets that I wouldn't tell anyone else. I hate the fact that I'm thinking too much. But somehow, some things just ain't the same no more..

I wish I could tell him to go find someone better than me. But I don't wanna end up regretting and wishing I could go back in time and erase things I shouldn't have said.

Whenever something good or bad happens, he's always the first one I wanna tell. He was never afraid to tell me I'm with the wrong guy, and always knew when things go wrong. He could make me laugh when no one else could, and I could talk to him for hours and not getting bored. What could I say more? He's just amazing in every single way.

But right now, things just don't feel the same.. I find it hard to open up to him. I'm struggling to find words to say to him. Mood-less nights like these really makes me wanna cry. Grr. Stay strong girl. Stay strong.