I miss him.

I don’t miss him because I'm head over heels for him. I miss him because I tell him everything. He knows everything about me. Secrets that I wouldn't tell anyone else. I hate the fact that I'm thinking too much. But somehow, some things just ain't the same no more..

I wish I could tell him to go find someone better than me. But I don't wanna end up regretting and wishing I could go back in time and erase things I shouldn't have said.

Whenever something good or bad happens, he's always the first one I wanna tell. He was never afraid to tell me I'm with the wrong guy, and always knew when things go wrong. He could make me laugh when no one else could, and I could talk to him for hours and not getting bored. What could I say more? He's just amazing in every single way.

But right now, things just don't feel the same.. I find it hard to open up to him. I'm struggling to find words to say to him. Mood-less nights like these really makes me wanna cry. Grr. Stay strong girl. Stay strong.