thanks for the memories
Friday, 17 May 2013 @ 16:43
P.s. I'm not sure if you ever read my blog , but this post is dedicated to you .
Truthfully , you have been a really great boyfriend . Probably the best I've ever had in my whole 20 years of living . Remember when we first got together 3 years ago , I was so insecure but you stayed with me no matter what ?
I remember all the quarrels we had , all the late night conversations that I want you to have with me just so we won't go to sleep mad at each other . I always wanted to make up before we head to bed . But you were always complaining you were tired and wanna head to bed already . So I cried myself to sleep every time it happens .
- I remember all the times I begged you to stay , I know there are times where I get awfully demanding but I just want you to know that it's cause I just want you for myself , and no one else .
- I remember when you would drop by my house to wake me up and pei me but I'd get all mad at you for not informing me earlier even though I was the one who gave you my house keys .
- I remember all the times that you came to my house to meet me just cause I was too lazy to get up and go prepare to go out .
- I remember during our first anniversary you made a slideshow for us and kept it in a CD-Rom , that was my favourite gift (I never told you) . It was cheap , simple & sweet .
- I remember you knew how much I loved Domo so you'd draw them in the cards and letters you gave me .
- I remember when you'd bring me around to places to eat during our monthsaries just cause you knew how much I love to eat .
- I remember when I woke up late for school & you'd wait for me and drive me to school even if it means making you late together with me .
- I remember during special occasions like X'mas you'd bring me back to your family gatherings but I'd be too shy to interact with anyone else or even reject you at times .
- I remember you being the only one in your clique of 6 or 7 friends who doesn't get influenced to smoke , & I thank you for that .
- I remember how you'd ask me along to watch movies with your family out of nowhere , it made me feel like I was part of your family .
There's still so much more things that I'll always remember in my heart cause they're worth keeping . Thanks for making me less mountain tortoise by bringing me around Singapore . Thanks for bringing me back home to show your parents . Thanks for all the things you got for me during our anniversaries . Thanks for being proud to have me by your side . Thanks for not going to clubs , or drinking , or smoking . Thanks for changing endlessly just cause I want you to .
On this day , you still dropped by my house and left me a letter to wish me happy birthday . & even returned me my house keys though I told you to throw them away in the river or drain .
You make me feel guilty .. I'm sorry for all the things I did to make you sad or angry with me . I'm sorry for changing to how I am right now . I'm sorry for all the little things I never did . I'm sorry for not being good enough . I'm sorry for not being strong enough to stayed on . & I'm sorry for leaving ..
亲爱的♥ ，
我知道我们的爱已来到了终点 ... 但我还是想祝你生日快乐。今年不能陪你了... :'( 或许你已经有了新欢，我真诚地希望你能快乐。我有想过牵你的手到老，但是我不知道我们的爱情究竟法生了什么事。我也不想知道了 ... 只想让你知道如果你伤心或寂寞，你还是可以找我的。毕竟我们曾经有深深地爱过 ...
祝你永远幸福 ♥
29.07.10 的回忆
I could only say I cried a river or probably a sea after reading it .. You were a good boyfriend to me , I probably didn't deserved it nor do you deserve someone like me . Thanks for the birthday wishes , I'm just too coward to send you a text cause I might just break down .
I'll always be there if you need someone too , you can count on me . I loved you ♥ Don't cry because it's over , smile because it happened .
//You were once everything to me, I hope you know that.
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