Just too numb to feel the pain .
Tuesday, 14 May 2013 @ 00:01

SO . Your ex has been talking to me again . Not only mind fucking me but even showing evidences of what you said to her . Now , who should I believe since I have already seen the truth ? What's more , she has been telling me all the things that she has done for you .
I was the one whom went to his house and comfort him cause of his dad condiction. Im the one whom went to his house and take care of him when his sick. Im the one whom cheer him up when he's sad. Im the one whom give him my ankleguard cause he said his ankle hurts. Then wad about you ? To me , you're just a passerby. Im willing to do anything just for him and even died for him. Scar on my wrist brings me back thousand of memories. All i want is trying to get him. Buying his favourite snacks and drink to his house. Asking about shih tzu cause he likes it. Didn't contact him for past few weeks is cause im dating a guy just to replace him but i can't do that. Whenever im with that guy , im thinking of him. Want to contact him but I've to tell myself not to.First off , why are you telling me all the things that you did for him ? Need a trophy for that ? *clapclap*
Honestly , yesterday i went to his house to pass his mom Mother's Day present and brought him , his favourite food. All i say was his smile. And he stare at me , so i kept asking why he kept staring. I'm siting on the sofa while his lying on my chest while watching tv. He look at my phone gallery and saw that i still keep me and his pictures. But he kiss my cheek after that. After awhile , he said he wanna sleep. So im sleepy as well and i went to his room. I was lying on the bed and playing my game , all of a sudden he came and hug me frm the back. He came on top of me and ask me to hug him tight , so i asked him why. He said , just hug him tight. He kiss me and we make out. After , he sleeping beside me and i help him cover his blanket while watching him sleeping. That's wad happen ytd.
- Sincerely , your fucking ex .

Secondly , why do you keep repeating about the fact that you guys hugged and kissed that day ? Do you actually feel proud to be telling other people that, "Hey I just made out with my ex !" , which you later found that he actually treated you as a substitute .
Does that make you feel any better at all ? Like seriously ? Cause if that's the case then I have nothing else to say .

And to him : Do you really need me that much in your life since you have already got her ? She can give you everything that I can give you , and probably so much more . Ask yourself that honestly , do you really NEED me ?
My existence probably have caused you guys to quarrel a lot more . I'm so sick of hearing her voice , or seeing her face in my facebook msges , just cut her out for me .
This .gif sums up what I have to say .
Thanks for reading my rants people xx.
//Countdown to kickoff : 4days.
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